What does all of this mean to me? It means to me that there is an afterlife. That our loved ones who have passed on do live "somewhere" and do hear us when we talk to them. It means that grief doesn't "hold them back" and that LOVE IS ETERNAL. I think that it also means that something bigger and greater than us is at least watching over this show. I also believe that we very likely planned our lives before we came here, knowing what we needed to experience in order to grow. Grow into what? Into humans who are compassionate, who are loving, who are non-judgemental, and who realize that we are all ONE with every creation of this vast universe. Into humans who evolve with new knowledge, are open to new ideas, and NEVER believe that they have ALL the answers.

Since those readings with John, we have had many contacts with Jason. Some were ADC's (Josh seems to be the focus of those lately)and some were readings initiated by Jason when I happen to be in a chat room with a medium. (OK, maybe sometimes I am asking him to try to connect...) One of these mediums has been a very important part of my healing and spiritual growth. Ocallah, aka Cyntha, lives in Michigan and I found her on Spiritweb. After watching her do a knock-their-socks-off reading and then having one of my own, I dragged her to the ADC site where she hosted a mediumship chat room for many months. She has since moved on to mediumship not only as her passion but as her profession. I encourage anyone looking for answers to contact this incredible lady.

We no longer question the validity of our contacts with Jason; they are as normal as our phone ringing. Sometimes its a wrong number, sometimes its someone we want to talk to. We don't blame the telephone company for wrong numbers and we don't blame mediums for them either. Some readings are valid, some aren't. But almost always they bring good feelings, and if they don't they go in the trash bin.